New perspective!

Today is June 16th,2011 Haven't been inspired to write in some time. Been through a lot more! Have a new perspective concerning life today! Have been in the valley of gloom, not clearly understanding what was going on, know motivation, know hope, and know spiritual focus! This place was very desolate, reaching back in thought, and forward in hope I came to understand that God is still here! Never left nor forsaken me, but I was drawn away by my own desires. Angry at myself for getting myself into this another many strong holds. Me owing God everything I have time, commitment, witnessing, living sacrifices, prayer, meditations, tithing, fasting, and whatever the holy Spirit leads. Just holding it! Anyone who seeks to save his or her life will lose it, but whomever loses it for Christ sake will find it! Blaimming God because you can't get what you want, because you request in wrong intentions. All the answers being played out as your in the valley you choose! Know the answers! But refuse them there in as if it's untrue, or you can set a new trend that's better! Frustrated so that I've lost me! And Him! Where must I go from here for I can't live with myself! As God said! Back to the basics! The thing that's slow, the thing you dislike, the thing that's disciplined, the thing that's right! New perspectives! Means clearing your heart and mind, and reaching towards Christ Jesus in these last day's! Let's pray our strengthening for one another to go to the basics. Draw nough unto Him! And He will draw nough unto you! God Bless You!
"Gift"